I-am-FAT!!

I-AM-FAT!!!

If it were not because of my son's stolen shot of me.. I would have never thought how fat i am right now. Yesterday while hanging out in my mom's walk in closet, i weighed myself at her scale. April 24, 2010 read that i'm at 146lbs. I totally turned my back on dietting since its a hopeless case for me. But now that i saw the picture of me, i was disgusted with how i look! All along i feel good outside and inside despite my weight problem. I never thought how bad i look wearing just an ordinary shirt and pair of pajamas. Bulging tummy, double chin, huge arms and thighs... It's a nightmare seeing myself at the mirror! I can't wait to start dieting right away. 

current weight: 146lbs
Current height: 5'1"
Goal weight 125-130 lbs
Time frame: 2 months
2lbs every week

Period 1: april 26-may2
*no coffee, milo, chocolate
*nesvita is ok or oats preferably
*lunch ok but limit to half cup
*dinner bread or fruit

I hope i won't disappoint myself..